Exciting times!!!!!

People, haha i am like writing to myself or something cos havent really like annouce to everybody the existance of this blog but in any case....

This is really an exciting time in our community! Don't ya think so? i mean like all the changes and how our lifes and being converted in the mist of all this. Haha maybe we dun realise it but its quite visible how we are more in touched with ourselves and with people from community thru this.

Yup i speak for myself too! Indeed Jesus in short is simple wonderful! Cos the more i reflect about it, the more i see God's hands in all this and how he will continue to rise us up from our damps and how our Biggest Faults will also be our Biggest Strength!

I guess i was quite disappointed when i wasn't nominated(very personnal) and many thoughts came to my mind. Thoughts of unworthiness and self worth, thoughts of leaving cos i felt like after all i have done.... in any case these are examples of thots i had and the struggles i faced, but these are not important the important thing is that God has taught me what it means to love, cos i guess i have loved in the wrong way. I love with the expectation of a return. But the love that Jesus calls us to is a selfless love, a love without expectation or return. He has also reminded me of what my calling in community is.
It is not to prove anything but to love and serve. Is what is required of a member of this community any less than of a core team? the ans is NO! no matter which of this body of community we are serving, we are still part of this body, and it is our calling to give where and when we can. Hee and for a start, is to look less on ourselves and gaze more on Jesus. Cos only then we stop looking at out unworthiness our faults and failings but to remember why and what we are called to do! So hang in there my brothers and sisters and cling on to JESUS!